Thought Murmurations


I recently used WordPress’s tracking feature to see who’s been accessing my blog.

Not that it takes long.

Hardly a dozen eyeballs a week find their way there.

Notice I didn’t say read or comment.

Still, over the last few years, one post keeps drawing attention—month after month.

It’s the piece I wrote about Abraham traveling west from Ur.

I had wondered what kind of stories he might have told around the campfire.

He came from a foreign ruling class.

He was probably literate in Sumerian.

So I researched Sumerian proverbs—thinking they might be entertaining,

and maybe even plausible campfire content.

Apparently, others are curious too.

It remains the most popular post on my blog.

I started the blog about four years ago, partly in response to retirement.

I say “partly” because it’s still unclear which motive actually kickstarted it.

I had taught blogging and digital media in my classes,

but didn’t have time for my own voice back then.

I was on Facebook—mostly lurking, mostly connecting with students.

After retiring, people asked what I was doing with all my new free time.

I went through several hobbies.

Each one began with intensity, with “project mode.”

And within a few weeks—done.

Eventually, I got tired of listing the burnt-out hobbies.

So I made something up:

“Well,” I’d say, “I spend a good amount of time pondering—and writing blog posts.”

Except… I wasn’t.

Naturally, that convicted me.

I do ponder—especially when time allows.

And I did profess, when I had a classroom.

So why not write it down?

Why not archive those thoughts in a publicly accessible space?

I didn’t think it through.

Now, years later, part of me wants to make some serious edits.

Not everything pondered should see the light of day.

Especially not years later.

Still, I found myself looking back—scrolling through the history of my posts.

One of the first was about Ivan Illich,

the thinker, educator, and radical critic of institutions.

Rereading it now, I marvel at the sheer lack of discipline—

the wandering, the sweeping generalities,

the big looping circles of thought.

Almost like a bird. Or fish.

Thought murmurations.

That’s how I think.

And really—who has the time to read through that?