
Katerina Kittycat
Today will be the last time where I see my daughter perform in the “Daniel Tiger Live” show. It’s not the last performance. She will continue on, singing/dancing as Katerina, working her way east, playing venues every few days. The tour is coming to an end though, she has done over eighty shows and has roughly twenty more to go. With today, I have seen nine of them.
It’s true, we are very supportive of our daughter, so naturally we would have traveled to see as many shows as possible. But there is something more going on beyond just the support. The show is a much needed booster shot to my soul.
Fred Rogers was a kind man, a very kind man. You should spend a few hours watching YouTube, and you will be amazed and grateful that he committed his life to children’s television. He wasn’t sophisticated, he was just an honest caring person. His show was straight from his imagination, and was unforced pure love and care.
The Daniel Tiger Live show continues into the second generation, with the same care and love. The entire ensemble is just magical. When I listen to the songs, they are not just lyrics. The words pierce my inner being, reconnect me to my childhood, instructing me in the way I should live, and encouraging me in my efforts for the future. I know this sounds a bit much, but it’s all true.
It’s rare when you realize that you are part of a gestalt experience. Something that is larger than the experience itself. Watching the children in the audience becoming enthralled when the characters they have grown to love are right there, out of the television screen, fully flesh and bone. The memories made this day are seared into their psyche, and they are forever changed. I get to witness that.
I get to witness my daughter’s hard work, her years of training, being used for such good. I know that this tour will end, and she will go on to other shows. But this one will always be special, and fondly remembered.
And I continue to be forever changed, and grateful.



Knock, Knock!
I’ve been listening to a persistent knock for the last ten minutes. I check my Arlo alert and sure enough, there is a man dressed in a black business suit gently knocking on the door with his rather pale first knuckle joint.
What do I do now? If I didn’t have the camera, I wouldn’t know who was there. I might have even opened the door. Not now! No way could I do that with the evidence on video. I go down to the door, wrapped in my flu blanket.
“Go away”
“Special delivery. I have a special delivery for John.”
“Leave it on the table”
“I can’t do that, you have to sign for the package.”
I’m looking at the live feed, he doesn’t have a package. He’s lying! Okay then, so this is the relationship that we have.
“Listen, I don’t believe you have a package, what is in the package that you don’t have?”
“Um, food. Some tasty food.”
“I have you on video, you do not have a package. I will not open the door to a liar.”
I see on the video that he pulls out an plain envelope. “Seeds, I have an envelope of seeds which can be planted to grow tasty food.”
“Nice try, but I’m not going to have the time to grow them if I open the door. I said before, Go Away!”
“Come on, John! Open the door. This flu thing has gone on long enough, it’s time.“
“I said go away!”
The knocking stopped briefly, then resumed at a faster rhythm, punctuated with the word “Johnny”. Apparently on Death’s off hours he watches TV. Another five minutes passes.
“Listen. Being irritating is not the best way to convince me to open the door. What works on television does not relate to the real world.”
The knocking stopped. I looked at my phone and the live feed, he was still there, and he appeared to be scrolling through his phone. Then the knocking started again.
“Open up, can you produce your drivers license and proof insurance” , then some more knuckle tapping.
This repeated for another few minutes. I was confused until I remembered a few YouTube videos. “I don’t have to show you any ID. I am a free sovereign citizen. Am I being detained? Or am I free to go?”
The knuckle tapping stopped. “John, can we just talk? I’m just trying to do my job, and here you are just messing with my timetable.”
I thought about this for a moment, and decided that perhaps I should take another tack.
“Okay, I see your point. I’m good with the whole timing thing, but there is something you don’t understand.”
“Okay then, what is the problem? I’ll work with you!”
“Well, if I open the door I imagine I’ll have a second or two before I collapse…
“Okay, maybe less, but there is nothing I can do about that, it is what it is.”
“Okay, but my problem is the guest bathroom is right next to the front door. If I go down then there is better than a 50% chance I will fall into the bathroom. Then, my whole life will end with the “found dead in the bathroom” statement. If you check on my blog, I really don’t like the idea. How about you going to my back patio door? I’ll be found dead in the kitchen then!”
“Umm, a little unorthodox, but sure, I can do that. I will see you in a few.”
I checked on my security camera for the back patio, and there he was, gently knocking. I grabbed my keys, tightened my flu blanket around my shoulders and I headed for the Jeep.
I’m thinking I need some black tea at Starbucks, and no, I don’t feel bad about cheating death. He was a liar from the beginning.
(A repost, I accidentally deleted it.)