A Codex of Profiles Shaped by Flaw
Plate I – Jean-Paul Sartre
Edge Word: Exposed Gaze
Flaw: Eye condition, existential exposure
Profile: His left eye turned outward, slightly askew—never meeting the world straight on. Sartre saw everything, but not symmetrically. He turned misalignment into vision, distortion into doctrine. His flaw wasn’t the gaze itself—it was the belief that clarity could free us.
In time, the gaze devoured itself. Alienation, nausea, the weight of freedom—laid bare, yet never resolved.
Plate II – Ludwig van Beethoven
Edge Word: Thunder Without Sound
Flaw: Deafness
Profile: He heard the world collapse inward. First a ringing, then silence. Beethoven lost sound in fragments, yet built symphonies that shook the bones.
The flaw wasn’t deafness—it was knowing exactly what was lost.
Plate III – Sigmund Freud
Edge Word: Dream in a Cage
Flaw: Cocaine addiction, fixation
Profile: Freud charted the unconscious with obsession.
His flaw wasn’t in probing the dark, but in fixing it to a single chart, too deep, too personal, too male.
Plate IV – Albert Einstein
Edge Word: Theory Untethered
Flaw: Neglect of consequence
Profile: He rearranged the cosmos but left the fallout to others. Einstein’s flaw was faith—in the purity of thought, in the innocence of genius. He gave us relativity, but not resolution.
Plate V – Fyodor Dostoevsky
Edge Word: Tremor of the Word
Flaw: Epilepsy, exile, compulsion
Profile: He wrote on the edge of collapse. His flaw wasn’t illness. It was need. Dostoevsky wrote with pressure. The tremor was the engine.
Plate VI – Frida Kahlo
Edge Word: Broken Frame
Flaw: Physical injury, chronic pain
Profile: Her body was rearranged by violence. Her flaw wasn’t pain. It was turning pain into presence.
Plate VII – T.S. Eliot
Edge Word: Ash Memory
Flaw: Sterility, fragmentation
Profile: He wrote from ruins. His flaw wasn’t absence. It was restraint shaped into structure.
Plate VIII – Nikola Tesla
Edge Word: Frequencies Unheard
Flaw: Isolation, obsession
Profile: Tesla’s flaw was obsession unmoored. He lived out of sync, but his silence hums in every current.
Plate IX – Virginia Woolf
Edge Word: River Stone
Flaw: Mental illness, suicide
Profile: She walked into the water not to vanish, but to quiet the storm. Her flaw was permeability—writing in waves, listening too deeply.
Plate X – Caravaggio
Edge Word: Painted Blade
Flaw: Violence, exile, volatility
Profile: He painted the moment before the blade drops.
His flaw was rage—his art, a fugitive psalm.
Plate XI – Helen Keller
Edge Word: Silent Flame
Flaw: Blind and Deaf from infancy
Profile: Her flaw wasn’t silence. It was the pressure to represent hope. Still, she burned.
Plate XII – Stephen Hawking
Edge Word: Still Orbit
Flaw: ALS, paralysis
Profile: He was orbiting always—still at the center, reshaping the cosmos from within the cage.
Plate XIII – Vincent van Gogh
Edge Word: Ear to the Stars
Flaw: Mental illness, self-mutilation
Profile: He painted how the world pressed against him. His flaw was intensity.
Plate XIV – Emily Dickinson
Edge Word: Interior Weather
Flaw: Reclusive isolation, ambiguous illness
Profile: Her flaw was containment. She turned a room into a cosmos.
Plate XV – James Baldwin
Edge Word: Exiled Voice
Flaw: Racial alienation, exile, queerness
Profile: His flaw was not internal—it was what the world refused to make space for. He carried exile like a passport, and wrote as if overheard by eternity.
Plate XVI – Marina Abramović
Edge Word: Bruised Ritual
Flaw: Self-wounding performance, endurance obsession
Profile: Her flaw was endurance pushed to obsession. She turned stillness into exposure.
Plate XVII – Billie Holiday
Edge Word: Strained Velvet
Flaw: Addiction, racism, trauma
Profile: She sang pain like a key. Her flaw was memory.
Plate XVIII – Blaise Pascal
Edge Word: Weight of Infinity
Flaw: Chronic illness, religious extremism
Profile: His flaw was surrender—too rational to disbelieve, too sensitive to live untouched.
Plate XIX – Rabindranath Tagore
Edge Word: Grief Garden
Flaw: Nervous breakdowns, grief-driven withdrawal
Profile: His flaw wasn’t sorrow—it was refusing to close it. He grew poems from loss.
Plate XX – Malala Yousafzai
Edge Word: Voice Returned
Flaw: Gunshot wound to the head, survivor’s burden
Profile: Her flaw was the burden of being made symbol too soon. Her voice returned—not louder, but clearer.
Plate XXI – Jorge Luis Borges
Edge Word: Labyrinthine Sight
Flaw: Blindness
Profile: He built mirrors he could no longer use.
His flaw was echo—not absence, but infinite reflection.
Plate XXII – Akira Kurosawa
Edge Word: Frame of Sorrow
Flaw: Depression and suicide attempt
Profile: His flaw was despair—but his genius was rhythm and shadow.
Plate XXIII – Teresa of Ávila
Edge Word: Burning Stillness
Flaw: Visions, seizures, mystical ecstasy
Profile: Her flaw was bodily intensity—she built interior castles from tremor.
Plate XXIV – Chinua Achebe
Edge Word: Broken Story
Flaw: Polio, exile from cultural center
Profile: He rebuilt the African novel from fracture.
His flaw was distance, and he made it clarity.
Plate XXV – Yayoi Kusama
Edge Word: Infinity Obsession
Flaw: Hallucinations, psychiatric institutionalization
Profile: Her flaw was repetition. She painted to survive the swarm.
Plate XXVI – Rainer Maria Rilke
Edge Word: Tender Distance
Flaw: Emotional fragility, isolation, reclusiveness
Profile: His flaw was tenderness without protection.
He fled, but always listened.
Plate XXVII – Aung San Suu Kyi
Edge Word: Stilled Time
Flaw: House arrest, divided legacy
Profile: Her flaw was patience turned to silence.
A hero cast in amber, then cracked.
Plate XXVIII – Abu Hamid al-Ghazali
Edge Word: Unknowing Mind
Flaw: Spiritual crisis, breakdown, withdrawal from academia
Profile: His flaw was overknowing. What returned was not weakness, but reassembled presence.
Plate XXIX – Emily Brontë
Edge Word: Wind Without Witness
Flaw: Seclusion, emotional exposure, unclaimed genius
Profile: Her flaw was presence without self-promotion. One novel, all echo.
Plate XXX – Anonymous
Edge Word: Unclaimed Fire
Flaw: Erasure
Profile: The flaw was not theirs—it was history’s. Their fire remains.
Love Languages
(A ponder from last year that I never posted)
A reflection on speech, affection, and understanding God’s love.
1. Love and Language at Home
My wife Sherry taught speech communication for over forty years. Even in retirement, she still teaches the occasional college class. She’s taught public speaking, interpersonal communication, critical thinking, and debate. Naturally, I win very few arguments at home.
Early on, I learned they weren’t really arguments—they were discussions about language. The most important question she taught me to ask was: Are we speaking the same language?
Much of what I’m sharing today is drawn from a teaching Sherry created for a presentation on the Fruit of the Spirit. She’s kind enough to let me borrow it. One of the many benefits of marrying up.
Sherry is my forever valentine. That got me thinking—since I like asking odd questions—Who was St. Valentine’s valentine? If your answer is God, you’re on the right track.
Following that logic: Have you ever given God a valentine? Maybe this is the year.
2. Love and God
In Hebrew, the word for love is Ahavah—not just affection, but action. In the Shema, Israel is told to love God with all their heart, soul, and strength:
Hear, O Israel, the LORD is our God, the LORD is one. You shall love (Ahavah) the LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your might.
—Deuteronomy 6:4–5
In Greek, the word most often used for love is Agape—a sacrificial love that wills the good of the other. Christianity.com defines it as: “a pure, willful, sacrificial love that intentionally desires another’s highest good.”
In other words: Speaking their language. Jesus reaffirms this in the New Testament:
“You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.
This is the great and foremost commandment.
The second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’
Upon these two commandments hang the whole Law and the Prophets.”
—Matthew 22:37–40
3. The Five Love Languages
Dr. Gary Chapman’s book The Five Love Languages teaches that each of us has a primary way we feel loved. He also explains why knowing the love language of others is vital in healthy relationships.
Chapman’s Key Principles:
• Love is not just a feeling—it’s something you do.
• Everyone has a “love tank.” If it’s empty, we feel unseen, unloved, and disconnected.
• If you express love in your language, but not theirs, the message may never be received.
Here’s an example. You love your dog. Let’s be honest—it’s somewhat conditional. Yesterday, he chewed your shoe. Today, he’s a good dog. You decide to show him love, so you grab the leash and take him for a walk. Now imagine that walk:
From my view, I’m training discipline—signaling with the leash, saying “heel.” I take the sidewalk to the coffee shop where I get a treat for the dog and a black coffee for me. Then we go home.
From the dog’s point of view: “He keeps jerking my leash and yelling. I try to look at him so he stops. The sidewalk’s burning my paws, but the grass is soft. That bush smells like my friend Max. We get to a building full of strange smells. He takes away a bitter drink and gives me a stale cracker. I spit it out when he’s not looking. Then we walk back and I sniff everything again. Because I’m a dog. That’s what I do.”
In this walk, only one of us is really being loved. The other is being dragged along. So it is in many human relationships. We think we’re showing love—but it’s in our language, not theirs.
The Five Love Languages (with Biblical Reflections):
1. Words of Affirmation
Proverbs 12:18 – “Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.”
— Compliments, appreciation, encouragement.
2. Quality Time
— Undivided attention, shared presence, listening.
Deuteronomy 6:7 – “Talk of them when you sit in your house and when you walk by the way…”
3. Gifts
— Tangible symbols of thought or effort.
Matthew 26: A woman anoints Jesus with perfume. He calls it a beautiful act.
4. Acts of Service
— Helping, relieving burdens, sacrificial effort.
James 1:27 – “To care for orphans and widows… this is pure religion.”
5. Physical Touch
— The need for human connection.
While the anecdote of the Caliph is apocryphal, we know from modern studies that infants deprived of touch suffer deeply. God demonstrates all five love languages. He gives, speaks, listens, serves, and even touches—through healing, presence, and ultimately, through Christ.
4. Giving God a Valentine
How do we love God in return?
We speak His language—through obedience, through presence, through heartfelt devotion. Not as performance, but as relationship.
“I delight in loyalty rather than sacrifice, and in the knowledge of God rather than burnt offerings.” — Hosea 6:6
“To obey is better than sacrifice.” —1 Samuel 15:22
“The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, You will not despise.” —Psalm 51:17
God so loved us—Ahavah, Agape, Chesed. Maybe this is the year we speak His language. Maybe this is the year we give Him a valentine. For the first time. Or again. Amen.